I always wonder why is my life full of unhappiness, heartaches and ‘shit’. Yes, i refer all bad things as shit in short. but also thanks to all these shit, i learn my way through this life.
With regrets from the past; i learn to cherish the present.With sorrows i feel, i learn to be happy with just lil things.With unfairness that i witnessed, i learn to be contented.With the bad times i have gone through, i learn to enjoy the good times.With all the challanges i have faced, i learn to overcome them.With the struggles i cant avoid, i learn to accept them.In this complicated world, i learn to appreciate the simplicity.With fears, i learn to conquere.With angers, i learn to control my temper.I learn from my mistakes and avoid making the same.Life is too short, grudges and unhappiness will be waste of time.Laugh when i can, apologize when i should, and time to let go of things i cant change.Take chances, give everything and have no more regrets.Always forgive but never forget. Treasure the love ones i got and the memories i had.Changes and things will still go wrong, but most imptly,life still goes on…
Someone once told me this, “life is not measured by the amount of breaths you take, but by the moments that take your breath away”.
Life isnt about the years you that you are living, but the moments that made your life worthwhile.
The joy of life like this…
I read this somewhere and i wish to share… esp for those who are in their darkest moment now…
‘I learn, as the years roll onward
And leave the past behind,
That much I had counted sorrow
But proves that God is kind:
That many a flower I had longed for
Had hidden a thorn of pain,
And many a rugged bypath
Led to fields of ripened grain.The clouds that cover the sunshine
They can not banish the sun;
And the earth shines out the brighter
When the weary rain is done.
We must stand in the deepest shadow
To see the clearest light;
And often through wrong’s own darkness
Comes the very strength of light.The sweetest rest is at even,
After a wearisome day,
When the heavy burden of labor
Has borne from our hearts away;
And those who have never known sorrow
Can not know the infinite peace
That falls on the troubled spirit
When it sees at least release.
We must live through the dreary winter
If we would value the spring;
And the woods must be cold and silent
Before the robins sing.
The flowers must be buried in darkness
Before they can bud and bloom,
And the sweetest, warmest sunshine
Comes after the storm and gloom.
Everything will eventually end, be it good or bad. The only difference between the two is you will hope for one more than the other…
Its true that I still wish everything can ends off with good endings, i mean who dont, right? But then again, now that i have grown up, experiencing things that can be really hurtful, its not fairytale, but life, my life.
It can be full of shit, seriously. For those who really know me, my life isnt like any princess nor am i born with golden spoon but life still goes on.
At the very least, im glad there are gifts in my life too: Im still living HEALTHILY, im still living under a SHELTER, no worries for WATER n FOOD, lovely FRIENDS, and most imptly, my MUM, BROTHER n lil SIS.
As for loveship, im tired, im shattered. Sometimes its even tough to breathe cuz breathing can be so painful too. I hate the girl when i should be hating you but i couldnt bring myself to hate you. Sometimes i wish i could be cool enough to move on, not to care anymore but sometimes I cant. I feel so vulnerable when im alone, when i have to face my innerself, when i have to take off my ‘smiling mask’, how i wish you’re here once again singing ur fav ‘You’re Not Alone’ to me. No, thats not gonna happen so i have to console myself again. Tears drop.
Although you and i have parted, it must be our destinies didnt meet. Since you’re a nice guy, at least to me, you are. No matter who you’re with now, i hope you’re happy, maybe you were too good for me. I hope a love that’s worthy for you will find you so you will always be happy. I mentioned this before, i love your smile cuz its beautiful. I may be crying becuz i miss you but i hope you’ll always smile.
A song to share…. ANGELS CRY.
Mariah:
I shouldn’t have walked away
I would’ve stayed if you said
We could’ve made everything OK
But we just
Threw the blame back and forth
We treated love like a sport
The final blow hit so low
I’m still on the ground
I couldn’t have prepared myself for this fall
Shattered in pieces curled on the floor
Super natural love conquers all
‘Member we used to touch the sky
And
Lightning don’t strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love’s a gift
We let it drift
In a storm
Every night
I feel the angels cry
C’mon babe can’t our love be revived
Bring it back and we gon’ make it right
I’m on the edge just tryin’ to survive
As the angels cry
Ne-Yo:
I thought we’d be forever and always
You were serenity
You took away the bad days
Didn’t always treat you right
But it was OK
I do somethin’ stupid
And you still stay with me
But you can only go for so long
Doing the one you claim to love wrong
Before too much is enough
You look up
Find your love gone
And
We were so good together
How come we could not weather
This storm and just do better
Why did we say goodbye
‘Cause lightning don’t strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love’s a gift
We let it drift
In a storm
Now every night
I feel the angels cry
Mariah & Ne-Yo:
C’mon babe can’t our love be revived
Bring it back and we gon’ make it right
I’m on the edge just tryin’ to survive
As the angels cry
Baby I’m missin’ you
Don’t allow love to lose
We gotta ride it through
I’m reaching for you
Baby I’m missin’ you
Don’t allow love to lose
We gotta ride it through
I’m reaching for you
Lightning don’t strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love’s a gift
But we let it slip
In a storm
Every night
I feel the angels cry
Recently, I’ve been reading many blogs which inspires me to start one too. Hopefully, my laziness wont fail me again cuz there’s many thoughts n stuffs i wanna share. (maybe no one will be reading.. but who cares. )
This shall be the place that im gg to do my complains, venting my angers, express my emoness, share my happiness, cure my boredoms and etc.
hahahahahahaha! im so excited for nth and for this toot toot blog, i spent hours to edit this…
yet the stupid header only allows 900X200 pixels pic! gawd dammit! I have to try editing it again!
so TADANG! look on top on my blog! tts my HEADER KELLYCIOUS’ BLOG! cool leh! teeheehee!
KELLYCIOUS’ BLOG! cool leh! teeheehee!
